~~~blurring myself with nothing~~~

sometimes: i have nothing to say, but i do wanna say something.. 
sometimes: i have something to say, but i do say nothing... 
often: i lose in the middle of nowhere.
always: complicated me!! <[*o*]>
kekadang... i looo00o0ve that thing so much but then,it turns to the opposite way when it comes to action. i'm rejecting it.. Always!
kekadang jugak... i pretend to be tough even though there's a great sorrow deep inside me..
selalunya.. i'll let my laugh bursts out when the sadness comes to me..
jarang-jarang.. i'll let you to see me crying..
pernah jugak  i do let you to see me crying over something.. crying over the dead cat maybe.. but seriously, you'll never have the chance to see me crying over my own personal life. =)
long Ago.. (time ni mase kat primary school) i'll feel *something* @ soo00o0 touched whenever i listen to a song by Saujana - Keluarga BAhagia.. the day when i first had to sing that song in front of my music teacher, all of a sudden the droplets dropped over my cheeks. So0o funny.. without any reasonable reason, the droplets rained me that day.. huhuhu *tak pasal2 kene jumpe counsellor tp, selalunyer ader je aku bg alasan tuk meloLOskan diri* tapi sekarang dh tkder kesan lgsong dah.. ngeee~~
today: i'm writing this entry without any purpose.. maybe tomOrroW i'll use it for reflecting my own jourNEy.. who knows kan?
now: i'm already a young lady.. neither a child nor a teenager.. yes, i'm a young lady.. Now, i'm preparing myself to be matured in every single aspect of my life!!