on facing the difficulties

when the problems come to me, i used to ignore them. i just pretend to not knowing them and try to put the smiles on, through all the days. sometimes, i manage to go through all those problems/ obstacles that i have easily. sometimes, it takes time to go through all that stuff when your heart / soul is not ready/ 'strong' enough to face them.
i am a person who likes to keep the probs by my own, and  LOVE to share stories that can bring laugh/ fun or happiness to others. i love to see them smile because of my stories and i hate burdening others with my probs. they may have their own probs/ difficulties and i should not add any more stress into their schemata.
tapi.....
sometimes, i do want to share my probs with someone that i trust and comfortable with. i need to talk to others about my feelings and stuff but then, i just don't know how. oh my LORD, ya ALLAh... helps me clear this things out. drive me to the right path. amin~~