of the days..

assalamualaikum..

hai kalian.. how are you doing?? great right? amin~~ for those who are sitting for exam/ going to sit the exam, i wish you all a very GOOd LuCk..  hoping the Best from you! i.A..

today is my second day in performing the fast. at first, i was afraid that i couldn't make it...  it is quite tough to fast during this season compared to winter as the time to break  the fast is longer than usual. [18 hours fasting per day sounds scary right??? ]

you will never know yourself (how well your progressions are) until you try to break the limitation of yours.

never ever dare to say  no, before you try!

so, i take the challenge. i want to PUAsA suNAt!  as the preparation for this coming Rejab, i train myself to fast. Alhamdullilah.. Praise be upon YOu, my LORD. i manage to stay 'great' till the end of the day..  18 hours fasting seems nothing on me.. [Alhamdulillah] i don't even feel HUnGRY or weAk. it is just nice and i am energetic all days. LOOK! you can do it ayein... 

jum kawan2 kite puase sunat kHAmis lak.. jum2..

today jugak, ayein KHATAM quran wat kali Pertama kat UK ni.. Alhamdullillah... so, lepas ni,.. ayein nak guna Quran baru lak, warna pink.. Quran yang someOne bg kat ayein hujung thun lepas.. [who is that someone??] oh, 'that someone' is my NEW cousin, i just get to know him well when i come here. 

ALLAH has the BEST plan for me rite??.

instead of being an ENgineeR, i become a teacher and study in the UK. here, i get the chance to explore and understand more about IslaM and at the same time, i get a new family member. my relationship with my 'ABAh' is also getting better and even i don't have that feeling of 'GERAM" anymore. *trying hard to be matured!* ngeee~~

tadi, i got meeting.. so, as the way to break the fast, i went to toilet and drank the SKY JUICE there. heheh.. tak sempat nak balik sebab meeting tak abis lagi.. ho0oh0o0.. tapi sky juice pon lazat jugak, time2 darurat camni.. hehe

ayah.. harini.. kaklong wat LEMPENG.. fevret ayah.. 

tibe2 rase nak makan lempeng tuk berbuka.. teringat kat umah.. ayah sokmo suruh kaklong buat lempeng gn air kopi/ teh panas sesambil tgok tv malam2.. makan ramai2 gn famili.. tapi selalunyer kaklong tak sempat nak makan, lempeng tu dah licin.. wa.. heheh rakus kan??? alahai makan lempeng cm makan KFC lak.. heheh hahha.. tak pon, paling2 kurang mak simpan la kat kaklong sekeping..hehee.. mok ayoh, ayie, yaya and semua2..kaklong rindu korang!! 

rindu nak masak tuk korang2.. rindu nak potong rambut mak, rindu nak picit belakang ayah.. rindu nak gaduh2 gn yaya., rindu nak peluk adik AyIE.. nak dgr die panggil ibu, nak tgok die makan, nak gi jalan2 gn die.. rindu nak ajar die ngaji.. rindu nak marah abe long.. rindu segala2nya pasal korang! 

seriously, i miss You all.. i can't wait to be home, to be with you!

ape pon, kaklong doakan moga2 kamu semua sentiasa dalam rahmatNYA.. amin..

i miss you So much!!!

my experience in Italy

enjoy the videos~~ ngee~~ XoxO. love you all.. muah3!! hehe..

motivation ~.~

what is motivatIon? and what motivates you to be motivated??
hah, sounds educated rite? hehe...
ok.. let me give you the definition that my friends and i have come up during Roishin's class for the 'LEarning and the Learner subject.. from our discussion, we manage to produce this definition -----> here it goes..
Motivation is a booster/catalyst that keeps our spirits alive in achieving our goals and also acts as the food for our souls. 
as your information:  there are two types of motivation, in which they are EXTRINSIC (external factor) and INTRINSIC (internal factor /intra-self)
individuals who have intrinsic motivation in them are most probably know what their goals/ aims are. They can manage themselves well without being pushed or 'patrolled' by someone. they are aware of their own objectives of life! in the context of being a teacher, i also do want my students to have intrinsic motivation. This is, for sure, they are willing to sacrifice their other things just for study.. i don't need to force them to do their works as they, themselves are the ones who love to study/ love to be students.
the next is, what motivates you to be motivated????
for me myself.... i am proud to announce that 'MY BELOVED PARENTS' motivate me the MOST! every single things about them - smiles, happiness,giggles, manage to boost up my spirit to keep alive and even be better day by day.. apart from them, my dreams also do the same. both my parents and the dreams act as the boosters in my life! and of course the priority goes to my parents first, then, only i could dare to think about myself. what dreams are they? hurm.. 
 i wanna have my own REsTAuranT/ small shop.. i wanna have a house and a piece of land under my name. they're all my dreams.. my goals in 5 years time are ----> to be an English teacher and also the owner of a Restaurant... marriage???  hurm.. none of my business~~ huhuhu... 

me and my dilemma

salam..
hi kalian..
i'm some kind of having 'uncertain' condition rite now. moving out or not? should i just stay in this student village or should i be off campus?  the fee for renting the house will be going up to GBP 410 per month in this coming september! oh My.. that's so0o0o0 EXPENSIVE! can you imagine, i spend 3/4 of my allowance just for renting a room per month! dahsyat GIlerrrzzss! total allowance per month is GBP 650. if the accommodation fee is GBP 410, so the balance will be GBP 240. if i were to choose to stay outside, the fee probably cheaper than here which is less than GBP 350 and in fact there's room that cost only GBP 300 inclusive bills and wireless. but then, how about the security thing? the welfare thing? is it safe for me as muslim girl to stay outside there?
ya Allah helps me.
i know, they both have positive and negative stuffs. there're pros and cons here and there..
 i don't know which way to go and take. ya Allah.. please help me~~

of song and me

Assalamualaikum...

how are you? fine right? insya Allah..amin..

ermm... i'm sooooo0o0 into this song currently..

"IsTIKARAH CinTA"

this song manages to 'touch' my deepest heart.. 

don't know why.. what i can say is 'I Love This Song'.

so, here is the Lyrics..

Bersaksi cinta di atas cinta

Dalam alunan tasbihku ini

Menerka hati yang tersembunyi

Berteman di malam sunyi penuh doa

sebut nama-Mu terukir merdu

Tertulis dalam sajadah cinta

Tetapkan pilihan sebagai teman

Kekal abadi hingga akhir zaman

Istikharah cinta memanggilku

Memohon petunjuk-Mu

Satu nama teman setia

Naluriku berkata

Di penantian luahan rasa

Teguh satu pilihan

Memenuh separuh nafasku

Dalam mahabbah rindu

Di istikharah cinta

Tajuk Nasyid : Istikharah Cinta

Artis : Sigma

Album : Istikharah Cinta