of 2014 and me

2014
after some times not posting anything here. now i drop by just to update a few things happen around me..
and just a few hours ago, my housemate and I happened to discover a very fun activity which is online personality quizzes. we enjoyed it well. laughing all times and giggling to death. ahhaha. somehow, most of the results  reflect us much. and yeah below are the results of mine. hooohoo.

Locked Heart
You may have a crush on someone or most probably it's a love;that's the reason why you feel so trapped.Your heart yearns for that person but perhaps it is more like an unrequited love.You're not really sure if he/she loves you back;maybe yes or maybe not.It could also be that he/she love you and you know it;but the thing between you & him/her is not working that much.Still,it's the very reason why you feel some-kind lonely and it's causing you pained too.At times,you wish you could just get the hell out of it.It's making you feel stuck.You simply can't move on to someone else and it felt like as if someone has locked your heart.You may want to unlock it but you don't know how;and it may seems like you've lost the key.So now you're hopeless,waiting for someone to set you free;but don't worry,no matter what someone will come along the way and safe you from this imprisonment.

from: http://www.quotev.com/quiz/1060527/What-condition-is-your-heart-in/

second quiz: Katniss Everdeen

third quiz: a wizard

fourth quiz: Hagrid

Fifth quiz

You Scored as Slightly hurt
Your getting better as time goes on but it still haunts you somethimes. Keep your head up and don't smile just to make people think your alright. Show your true feelings and everything will be okay as long as you have friends there to help you back up.

Slightly hurt
92%
You feel betrayed.
79%
Angry
42%
Happy as can be
38%
Desprete
29%
Devesated
21%

from: click here

Sang Ilusi

Mendongak aku ke langit,

memasang angan-angan menggapai bintang,

mengatur strategi menongkah awan,

tuk menawan bintang nan terang.

Namun,

dek kerana asyik mendongak ke atas,

seringkali aku terlupa, 

terlupa untuk kembali memandang ke bawah,

jua terlupa bintang itu hanya mimpi,

ilusi dan fantasi yang direka.

Sedarilah wahai diri,

yang nyata itu adalah pepasir kasar

menyentuh kaki,

bukan anganan indah yang tinggi melangit.

Wahai diri, 

usah terpedaya.

Wahai diri,

sedarilah. 

'Kasar dan berbatu bata' itu 

ada nilai realitinya.

and I said: thank YOU ALLAH

Dear Allah.

sometimes it's hard for me to understand what's going on.

sometimes it's difficult for me to find reasons why this's happening. 

as I trust YOU more than anyone else,

I keep myself patient. 

I keep praying so that I will be always near to YOU,

I keep believing in You more and more

so that I will always be Your humble servant.

my faith is You.

I know You'll never leave me alone

and for sure,

You're giving me what's the best for me. 

Thank you Allah. 

Thank you for everything.

Alhamdulillah. subhanaallah.

with love,Ayein//YOUR full time servant.

Sepi menyepi

Assalamualaikum..
Dah lama agaknya diri menyepi dari jadi sang penulis di medan maya ni.. Rindu jugak nk men'scribble' contengan2 idea di sini.. Tapi, hurmmm ketiadaan rasa menghalang. Apapon, buat adik2 diluar sana, kaklong ucapkan selamat maju jayaa untuk SPM yang start hari ni.. :) rabbi yassie wala tuassir bil khair..

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